Justmeyousilly's Journals

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Get well soon, Bill - by Kitty Van Daele

Dear Bill,

My name is Kitty Van Daele, I'm 18 years old and I live in Belgium.
I feel really sad that you are ill and I really hope you get well soon, so that you can sing again. You have such a beautiful voice and it would be so sad if we may never hear it again. But let's keep hopes up. I'm convinced that you will get better! Listen to the docters carefully and enjoy the peace!
You deserve a little rest and don't worry. Even if you stay away for 3 months or a whole year, your true fans will still be there! We will never leave! We will allways be by your side!

I've made this little poem-song-like thing for you, hope you like it...

Brown eyes shining bright and pure
you are here in my heart
I take you with me
everywhere I go
everywhere I am
I am never alone when I think of you
I see your smile
I'm never cold when I think of you

You are so beautiful
You make my world shine
it's allways summer when I think of you
You are so real
I get courage when I think of you
You make me wanna live
You make me wanna dance
I feel so happy when I think of you

When you need me just call me
I will allways be there
you get some rest
soon you'll be better
then we can hear your voice again
now you need to rest
Bill, we love you and care about you
don't worry we'll never leave you

I love you

Kitty

Get well soon, Bill - by Jill Hanot

Dear Bill,

Iâ�™m Jill Hanot, 16 years old and from Belgium.

Iâ�™m sorry youâ�™re ill.

I hope that you get better soon and donâ�™t have to much pain.

I'd say, enjoy the free time youâ�™ve got now.

I wish you and the boys will have more free time in the future, without being ill.

Just take all the time you need to get better.

If it last 5 weeks, 3 months, 1 year or longer to heal completely it doesnâ�™t matter.

Your health is way more important!

Donâ�™t worry about the band, your true fans will always be there waiting for you.

Please donâ�™t think that weâ�™re mad, or something, at you for cancelling the concerts because we arenâ�™t. I was going to go to the concert in Dortmund too, but it was cancelled and Iâ�™m not mad at you, not at allâ�¦Iâ�™m really concerned about you.

Bill, you are always there for me when I need youâ�¦so now itâ�™s my turn to be there for you!

Thereâ�™s one last thing I want to say: I hope that your heart will be warmed soon, you really deserve (and need) it.

Lots of love,

x Jill.

Forest National - Brussels - Belgium - 3th of March, 2008

9.04 a.m. Sunday the 2th of March:

My train in Beveren left to go to Tienen, to pick up my friend Sylvie. When I arrived there at 11.11 a.m. we had something to eat and around 1 p.m. we left for Brussels. We were at Forest National around 2.30 p.m and there were allready a lot af people.

when we were there for only half an hour they started setting the barriers and we found our place plus 4 new friends!!

We had some fun there, it was cool and not to cold.

An hour or two later we saw the tourbus entering the garage of FN and it was only half hour later (or so) that we started hearing music. YES peopzz TH is in the building!!

We ran to the back of the concert hall and there we sat down. it was right behind the stage and we could here everything so clear!! that was really emotional for us! We had been looking forward to this concert and now everything started to feel so real!!

We soon find out that allmost all the songs were in English, that was a bit sad 'cause the German songs are still A LOT better. But me and friends were ok with that. We didn't go protesting like the silly French did. they started yelling: wir wollen deutsch! with this stupid accent, they want german but they can't even pronounce it. I thought their little protesting 'action' was kind of rude to the guys of TH. I think that if it's life it's all great. Yes, German is better but I don't HATE the Englisch versons.

So after all that we went back to our places and I made my food because I was hungry.

After 'dinner' I stept into my sleeping back and started trying to sleep. It was hard, not because of the cold but because of all the french talking around my ears, so I took my mp3 and listened to music hoping that I would fall asleep like that. But a few hours little our biggest nightmare came to life.

IT STARTED RAINING!!

I had to put plastic bags over my sleaping back and an umbrella over my head. that was so not fun. EVERYTHING, but really EVERYTHING was wet. Instead of running we had to sleep through the monsoon.

We kept saying it to ourselfs: what are we a bunch of crazy people. sleeping in the rain just to see this one band.

well, Just? It was all worth it and I would so do it again if I have to. Rain, snow, coldness.. I don't care. If that's what I have to go through to see my favourite band then so be it!

The next day, 3th of March. THE day we've all been counting down to (I've even made a countdown callendar for all the concerts of TH I'm attending). Chaos broke through, people started jumping over the barriers to get closer to the door and it started to be a bit claustrophic so me and my friend left the crowd and went to the back of that part of people. ha, finaly! space to rest a bit. Not sleeping in the night is quit exhausting.

4 p.m. my best friend who had to go to school that day arrived and she was able to come to us.

5.30 p.m. the doors opened and soon we could enter the hall.

oooh, that looked familiar. We had been there for exactly the same band only a few months ago.

We were standing in the first part of the standing places and there all our other friends started running towards us. OMG it was so complete!! Last concert I was with only one. But I met so many people there and now I have so many friends thanks to TH.

7.35 p.m. the lights went out and the screaming started harder then ever before!

only a minute later something weird fell down (? :D) and there they were Tokio Hotel! My favourite band ever, seeing them life for the 3th time!! I was so happy. I forgot about the sleeping in the rain, the cold and everything. It all had really been worth it.

The concert was perfect! I had quit a good view because I was constantly jumping to the front :D which anoyed other people but I don't care. The closer to the boys the better.

when they started playing 'Don't Jump' I started to cry so hard. I just couldn't hold my tears. It has allways been a really emotional song for me, but hearing it life made it even worse. I was glad to have my best friend standing next to me, I really needed her there.

after 21 songs the concert came to it's end. it had felt like only 5 minutes but it had been good, perfect....

I was so happy. I still get tears in my eyes if I think about it..

and the part where Bill said: Believe me! We're coming back!

aaaaaaaw... that was so sweet!!! =)

Tomorow I leave for Paris, I hope that concert will be as great as this one, but I'm quit sure of it...

btw: this time we bring a tent with us so everything won't get wet ;-)

ps: Pics and film will be uploaded on my profile asap!

Tokio Hotel â�“ 1000 Hotels European Tour 2008

Hey! from now on I will write a concert report of every concert of TH I'm attending which are the following:

-3-3-08 : Forest National, Brussels, Belgium

-9-3-08 : le Bercy, Paris, France

-23-3-08 : Palaolimpico, Turin, Italy

-31-3-08 : Westfallenhalle, Dortmund, Germany

-14-6-08 : Nijmegen, Netherlands

-20-6-08 : Parc de Princes, Paris, France

-13-7-08 : Werchter Boutique, Werchter, Belgium

Have fun reading!!

TOKIO HOTEL Scream Contest!! HELP us to the TOP!!

Hi!!

Me and my friends have entered the TOKIO HOTEL Scream Contest on You Tube and we need to be with the last 10 but for that we need all of your help!!

to vote for us, you need to give 5 stars for our film at YouTube,

here's the link :http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rdx7dvDWsek

THANK YOU SO MUCH!!

!!Vielen Dank, Danke SchÃ¶n!!

grtzz

'Belgian TH-fans' Productions

Wensday the 28th of November - 2 days before my very own independance day...:D

woooot

I was bored so I thought lets wright something!!

Lalalalalaalaaaaaaa, I'm waiting for the ticket sale to open. it's for the Tokio Hotel concert in Torino, Italy..

me and my friend have our very own Tokio Hotel European Tour 2008.

these our the dates wich our allready certain!

-3March: Forest National - Brussels, Belgium
-9March: Bercy - Paris, France
-31March: Westfallenhalle - Dortmund, Germany

And I so hope we are going to be able to get to tics for Italy...

Lets go see...

brb (it's 3 min before sell opening)

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back... LOL my clock is cleary wrong, or it's strange hour to open. it's 10.05...

BLUB... me so stressed!!

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5m!!!!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

*goes crazy*

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4m!!!!!!!!!

whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

*not holding it for loooong*

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whoooohooooooooooooooow

me have tics for TH in italy... lalalalalalaaaaa

and I bought the 237th and the 238th ticket:D LOL so I'm early 'cause it's like 12.000 seating places alone!!!!:O:O:O

Ok, now I'm going to fill in my friend who's coming with me, about the good good news:D

but first:D New dates have been released for our TH Euro Tour 08 LOL

-3March: Forest National - Brussels, Belgium
-9March: Bercy - Paris, France
-23March: Palaolimpico - Turin, Italy
-31March: Westfallenhalle - Dortmund, Germany

OMG Tokio Hotel!!!!! Concert Tomorow!!!

God God God!!

I'm so going crazy, tomorow in a few hours I'll be in Brussels to go stand in the line in front of the door of Vorst National for the concert

I 'm so looking forward to it, and I'll hope to bring pics. perhaps not from the concert self, because I'll probably enjoy myself to much to think about pics:D

anyway I'm going to bed now 'cause it's going to be a long long day tomorow!!

ciao'ers and the paowers:P

Finding Love: Chap 8: Time For a New Adventure

Kitty's pov:

I was so shocked!

Kitty: Omg! Does he know?

Phylicia: No he doesn't.

Kitty: He has to know!

Phylicia: But the last thing I said was: I never want to see you again.

Kitty: Phyli, I know you still love him.

Phylicia: How do you know?

Kitty: We're friends for something. Go on, I took your advise you take mine. Call the guy.

Phylicia: What if he doesn't want to speek to me?

Kitty: The he's really an asshole!

Phylicia took her phone an called.

Phylicia's pov:

Johnny: Phylicia?

Phylicia: Yeah, it's me.

Johnny: omg how are you?

Phylicia: Depens on how you are going to react on what I'm going to say.

Johnny: oh oh, What are you going to say?

Phylicia: I can't make it easier so I'll just drop the bomb. i'm pregnant.

Johnny: ...

Phylicia: Johnny? Are you still there?

Johnny: yes. Are you sure it's mine?

Phylicia: 100 %

Johnny: I'm shocked, but you never want to see me again.

Phylicia: If seeing you again is the best for my baby, and I'm sure it is, then I want to. i even want to try to be with you again, if you want to.

Johnny: Off course I want to, i still love you. i'll come to Belgium, right now. I'll call you when I'mm there. Bye. Love ya.

Phylicia: Johnny?

...

Phylicia: Hang up.

Kitty: What, so rude.

Phylicia: No, He's coming!

Kitty: He is?

She hugged me.

Phylicia: I hope things are going to go better now, I'm going to work hard on it and make it work. For the baby.

Kitty: For the baby!

She trew her arm over my shoulder and together we enjoyed the rest of the day.

*evening at home*

My phone rang

Phylicia: Hello?

Johnny: Phylicia! I'm in Belgium!

Phylicia: Where?

Johnny: Antwerp, trainstation.

*Johnny arrived at my place*

Phylicia: Johnny I'm so glad to see you!

Johnny: So you're not angry at me?

Phylicia: You choose me and the baby didn't you?

Johnny: Yes I did, I want to spent the rest of my life with you and our child.

He lay his hand on my belly.

Phylicia: You're going to be the best father of my child ever, I feel it.

He held me close to him and kissed me. We entered the living room and sat in the couch.

Johnny: So, euhm, -he hesitated- How's Kitty?

Phylicia: She's the one who told me to call you.

Johnny: Really?

Phylicia: Yeah, Kitty allways has a way of seeing the beauty in someone even though those people did something terrebly wrong. For example: Bill cheated on her.

Johnny: He did?

Phylicia: Yeah, but Kitty isn't even angry. She says she understands.

Johnny: Oh god, I feel so sorry now that I treated her so badly.

Phylicia: the make it up to her, she'll be open to that.

Johnny: Are she and Bill still together?

Phylicia: Kitty want Bill to win her back so they're in some kind of a pause, but they'll be fine.

*next day at Kitty's place*

Kitty's pov:

the doorbell rang so I opened the door.

Kitty: Phyli! and Johnny.

I couldn't help looking a bit sceptic at him.

Phylicia & Johnny: Hi!

I hugged Phylicia and gave Johnny a hand.

Kitty: ... oh, whatever. You're back! I knew you still loved her!

I hugged Johnny too.

*After some coffee, cookies and talk, the doorbell rang again*

Kitty: BILL!!!

I trew myself in his arms and he held me really close to his body.

Kitty: I missed you so much!

Bill: I missed you too and I'm so sorry for what I did.

Kitty: It's OK!

We kissed more passionated than ever.

Bill: I love you so much.

Kitty: I love you too!

We went to the living room.

Bill: Oh, you two back together?

Johnny: Yeah -He kissed Phylicia- looks like that pause of yours is already over.

Kitty: We don't need a pause. We know we love eachother more than anything or anyone!

Bill kissed me.

Bill: Yes we do!

*We spent the rest of the day together, all 4*

Bill: Kitty, I have a little present for you.

Kitty: A present? What is it?

Bill gave me an enveloppe, I opened it and I was stunned...

Kitty: Bill? Is this real? -I could NOT believe my eyes! OMG!-

Bill: Very real.

Kitty: OMG! Backstage passes for a My Chemical Romance concert in New York! Bill, You shouldn't have!!

I trew myself around him and kissed him.

Kitty: Thank you so so much!!!

Bill: The other guys from Tokio Hotel are coming with us, we're checking out NY. See if there's any interest in our music.

Kitty: I'm sure they will:D

HELP HELP HELP!! I need more characters!! If you want to be in the story pls let me know. Tell me your name and who you want to be with. You can choose everyone form Tokio Hotel (except Bill and Tom) and everyone from My Chemical Romance, you can also choose another celeb. react soon!

Finding Love: Chap. 7: Back the way it was??

Kitty's pov:

Phylicia: What's so funny?

Kitty: He never kisses her or touches her! Haha, and when she asked what I have and she doesn't, Tom answered: Everything and the Bill dropped the phone and ran off.

Phylicia: That can only mean he still loves you.

Kitty: I think I know what's going on. He missed me so much it was killing him so he tried to forget me by going in an other relationship but clearily that didn't work out as he had hoped.

I smiled at Phylicia.

Phylicia: How do you -

Kitty: Because I feel that way too. I miss him so much it's killing me inside. I know my baby.

Phylicia: So you're not angry?

Kitty: No, 'cause I understand what he's going through and because I love him so much.

Phylicia hugged me. Then my phone rang. 'Bill' came on the screen.

Kitty: Yes?

Tom: Kitty, it's Tom. the girl is gone, she ran off after she beat the hell out of my brother.

Kitty: Omg! Is he allright?

Tom: wow, you sound worried?

Kitty: Offcourse I'm worried. Bill's my boufriend.

Tom: Ooh, So you're not breaking up with him?

Kitty: I can't.

Tom: Why?

Kitty: 'cause I love him too much.

Tom: Sweet. I'll pass the phone to him.

Tom to Bill: Here bro, take the phone.

Bill: No.

Tom: It's Ok, she's not breaking up with you.

Bill: She isn't?

Bill took the phone.

Bill: Kitty? -He asked it really carefully-

Kitty: Bill! Are you allright baby? Tom told me the girl beat you!

Bill: I'm fine, don't worry. So you're not angry?

Kitty: I'm not breaking up.

Bill: So, you are angry.

Kitty: A little, yeah, kind of normal, don't you think?

Bill: I would find it more normal if you would break up with me.

Kitty: You want me to break up with you?

Bill: NOOOO!!!!!!!

Kitty: AAw, my ear. Ok, that was clear. -I laughed- OK, I'm still angry for what you did.

Bill: I know, I'm really sorry. I did something terribly wrong.

Kitty: Ha! You know it. Well now it's your job to win me back.

Bill: How? Tell me! I do everything for you!

Kitty: Stop being the singer of Tokio Hotel.

Bill: What?! I can't leave Tokio Hotel!

Kitty: Oh, that's really your life, hu.

Tom: What?! Bill please don't!

Kitty: haha..

Bill: Ohw, you weren't serious.

Kitty: Offcourse not! I mean do you really know a girl that's a bigger fan of Tokio Hotel?

Bill: So what do I have to do to win you back?

Kitty: If you really love me you'll know; And now I have to go. Bye.

I put my phone away, laughing.

Phylicia: Looks like everything is going to be fine.

Kitty: Yeah, allthough it's going to need some time before I'll fully trust him again. I mean, I love him, but he'll have to win me back.

Phylicia: How?

Kitty: You heard what I said to him. He just has to proof his love and make me feel like I'm rally the only one. And if he tries to do that by phone calls it's not going to work. But enough about me, what about you?

Phylicia: euhm... Kitty, there's something I need to tell you. You're the only one I can tell it to.

Kitty: Tell what?

Phylicia: Well you remember the concert and everything that happened.

Kitty: How could I forget.

Phylicia: Well Johnny and i didn't just go for a walk.

Kitty: I knew it, I knew there was more!

Phylicia: Kitty! -Her eyes filled with tears-

Kitty: What is it sweetie?

Phylicia: I'm- I'm pregnant.